I have to tell you a sad fact. I am completely disillusioned with so called "believers", "saved people" as they call themselves. I have lost respect for most, and at this point feel I will NEVER set foot in a church or christian organization again. Most of them disgust me and though I still consider myself a Christian, would not associate with most self professed christians. I have never met such small minded, judgemental "clicky" people, who act differently behind closed doors than they do on the outside or "in the world" as they call it. People who supposedly hold themselves to the "highest standard" but yet display such terrible judgement, and lack of integrity.
To this date, the majority of people that consider themselves part of that group, do not consider people like me equal, either because I am brown, single (divorced single mom) or outspoken, and did not grow up in a Christian home with a mommie and a daddy that taught me about all the church going habits and how to use "christian speak".
I just have found "non christians" so far to 1. have more integrity 2. have a more stable mental state and 3. to be more genuinely caring.
Sad but true.
Anyway, I still love..... I am still me.... I still am honest and honerable. But this is what I have seen and experienced and I am done with it.
Adios.
To this date, the majority of people that consider themselves part of that group, do not consider people like me equal, either because I am brown, single (divorced single mom) or outspoken, and did not grow up in a Christian home with a mommie and a daddy that taught me about all the church going habits and how to use "christian speak".
I just have found "non christians" so far to 1. have more integrity 2. have a more stable mental state and 3. to be more genuinely caring.
Sad but true.
Anyway, I still love..... I am still me.... I still am honest and honerable. But this is what I have seen and experienced and I am done with it.
Adios.
No comments:
Post a Comment